It’s been a while… I miss writing. I miss my blog. And I miss myself a lot. 🙂
I am so sorry for the long inactivity of this blog. It took me a while before I realized that I should get going. I must admit, I thought of throwing this away because I don’t think I can still run it. I thought of it many times. Without knowing, I was already on the wrong track. I am supposed to be an optimistic person. But for the past three months, it seemed I wasn’t the same person. Negative thoughts were running through my mind. I was afraid I would not be the best. I was afraid I couldn’t compete with other bloggers out there and that my ideas would be very boring for my readers. I was afraid to be a DISAPPOINTMENT. I lost my good vibration.
And then, comes REALIZATION! It was like, my head was suddenly hit with a stone and gotcha! I am back to my senses. I felt alive and kicking again. All I need was to admit that it is normal for a person like me to feel down sometimes, that life is not always a sunny day. I have to face that fear of rejection and learn from it. I should know that life sometimes throws painful jokes and I should learn to dance with its kind of music.